Surely I must have my feelings all messed up, but somehow I'm longing to be back in work now!? It seems to have been a long weekend, I guess it has been nice but because I haven't really done that much it has... dare I say... dragged!!? Maybe it's because I'm counting down the days until my holiday and longing it to be here... but I promised myself I'd never wish my life away.
I've been shopping today, but bought nothing... It was nice to browse all the same though and I went out for lunch with the Boyfriend so that was nice too even though we argued more or less the whole time we were there about when to buy a house and when would be the right time to have kids 
As I tried to explain to him... If we're arguing about it then clearly it's not the right time!!! We ended the debate, as always, having to agree to disagree!! We see eye to eye on NOTHING!! But as he said today, it keeps things interesting... I suppose he's right but it's such hard work!!!
At the other end of the scale, B text me all of last night, we agree on everything and have the same self-destructing views!!! I'm sure that a real relationship with someone like that could prove far more dangerous... but a hell of a lot more exciting!!! Anyway, that's never going to happen because of the small issue of the wife!! But I have arranged to see him either Tues or Thurs or both!! I can't wait, it seems to have been ages since we have had any time together. I'm trying not to get too excited because these plans nearly always go pear shaped.. suppose thats the nature of the beast though!!
