... I didn't win the Euro Millions!!! Which means back to the grindstone on Monday but hey ho... still have the weekend to play with before then!!!
I went to the cinema this afternoon with a friend and saw Mamma Mia, which to be honest I wasn't really looking forward to that much but I had a pleasant shock. I came out of there almost feeling warm and fuzzy, it was actually a film which made me smile and feel happy in a nice way! Very tongue in cheek but I enjoyed it.
I have to start the final plunge into getting into shape for holiday now, in three weeks time I will be in sunny (hopefully) Mexico and I would like to look like some kind of goddess in a bikini... wishful thinking but nevertheless if I do something about it now then I hope to feel more confident and as far as i'm concerned the more confident you are the more beautiful others will see you!! SO COME ON CONFIDENCE!!! Anyway in an attempt at this I have put new tunes on the ipod in preparation for a run later and rather than buying sweets at the cinema... I bought a coffee and sat drinking that like I can only guess my Nana would while watching a film!!! I've made a start and that's all that matters!!
B has been texting me all day after I sent him a text when I woke up this morning.. apparently it "really got him going" so he's trying to organise borrowing his mate's flat but I have no idea when. Trying to play it as calm as possible... it does him good to realise that I'm not constantly wanting him in any way, shape or form!!! I assume he's at home with wifey this weekend but I've stuck to my usual routine of asking no questions... which gives off a good carefree impression... the problem is I spend the whole time asking myself the questions instead!!! 
Anyway it's the weekend... must remain calm and happy!!!! xx
